humming the tone
have you ever been kicked in the stomach
that flash, that explosion that takes away all thought, all other sensation, all agency while your body catches up to the shock
i’ve always had audio, speech processing difficulty, and it’s gotten so much worse the last two years. it takes more than everything i have, to process unsolicited speech or environmental sounds
and it hits me exactly like getting kicked in the stomach
it is so hard for me to manage, brings me literally close to blacking out. the vertigo, the nausea, the fading tunnelvision, this buzz like tinnitus in the center of my brain