{"id":1792,"date":"2008-05-22T17:15:00","date_gmt":"2008-05-22T17:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/aderack.com\/journal\/2008\/05\/with-teeth\/"},"modified":"2010-03-24T15:13:46","modified_gmt":"2010-03-24T15:13:46","slug":"with-teeth","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/aderack.com\/journal\/2008\/05\/with-teeth\/","title":{"rendered":"With Teeth"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"initial-letter\"><p>It&#8217;s not the most popular of his albums, but lately I&#8217;m finding that I enjoy it the best of the bunch. Though, uh. Taking a closer look at the lyrics&#8230; well, it&#8217;s interesting that this would be the case.<\/p>\n<p>As grasping and inelegant as Trent Reznor usually is, somehow there&#8217;s usually a parallel between what he&#8217;s going through and where I am in my own life. Which may explain why I have such trouble listening to his stuff that came out when I was in high school. Anyway, there&#8217;s a sincerity that makes up for the clumsiness. And he is getting better at expressing himself.<\/p>\n<p>Note that &#8220;The Hand that Feeds&#8221; is about George Bush, and as such it&#8217;s&#8230; a little out-of-place.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\n<strong>All The Love In The World<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Watching all the insects march along<br \/>\nSeem to know just right where they belong<br \/>\nSmears of face reflecting in the chrome<br \/>\nHiding in the crowd I&#8217;m all alone<\/p>\n<p>No one&#8217;s heard a single word I&#8217;ve said<br \/>\nThey don&#8217;t sound as good outside my head<br \/>\nIt looks as though the past is here to stay<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve become a million miles a&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Why do you get all the love in the world?<\/p>\n<p>All the jagged edges disappear<br \/>\nColors all look brighter when you&#8217;re near<br \/>\nThe stars are all afire in the sky<br \/>\nSometimes I get so lonely I could&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Why do you get all the love in the world?<br \/>\nWhy do you get all the love?<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>The Collector<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I pick things up<br \/>\nI am a collector<br \/>\nAnd things, well things, they tend to accumulate<br \/>\nI have this net<br \/>\nIt drags behind me<br \/>\nIt picks up feelings<br \/>\nFor me to feed upon<\/p>\n<p>There are times, plenty of times<br \/>\nI wish I could let it go<br \/>\nBut they start to breathe, and they start to grow inside me<br \/>\nThere are times, plenty of times<br \/>\nI wish I could let it go<br \/>\nBut they start to make me think things I don&#8217;t wanna know<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m trying to fit it all inside<br \/>\nI&#8217;m trying to open my mouth wide<br \/>\nI&#8217;m trying not to choke and<br \/>\nSwallow it all<\/p>\n<p>I am the plague I am the swarm<br \/>\nAll your hurt sticks on me<br \/>\nAnd I keep it warm<br \/>\nThey will make me stay, they won&#8217;t let me leave<br \/>\nThere are so god damned many of them it gets hard to breathe<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m trying to fit it all inside<br \/>\nI&#8217;m trying to open my mouth wide<br \/>\nI&#8217;m trying not to choke inside<br \/>\nI am a good boy and I will<br \/>\nSwallow it all<\/p>\n<p>Every last one<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>Love Is Not Enough<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>The more that we take<br \/>\nThe paler we get<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t remember what is<br \/>\nWe try to forget<br \/>\nThe tile on the floor<br \/>\nSo cold it could sting<br \/>\nIn your eyes is a place<br \/>\nWorth remembering<\/p>\n<p>For you to go and take this<br \/>\nAnd smash it apart<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve gone all this fucking way<br \/>\nTo wind up back at, back at the start<\/p>\n<p>Hey!<br \/>\nThe closer we think we are<br \/>\nWell, it only got us so far<br \/>\nNow you&#8217;ve got anything left to show?<br \/>\nNo, no I didn&#8217;t think so.<\/p>\n<p>Hey!<br \/>\nThe sooner we realize<br \/>\nWe cover ourselves with lies<br \/>\nBut underneath we&#8217;re not so tough<br \/>\nAnd love is not enough<\/p>\n<p>Well, it hides in the dark<br \/>\nLike the withering vein<br \/>\nWe didn&#8217;t give it a mouth<br \/>\nSo it can not complain<br \/>\nWe never really had a chance<br \/>\nWe never really make it through<br \/>\nI never think I&#8217;d believe<br \/>\nI believed I could get better with you<\/p>\n<p>Hey!<br \/>\nThe closer we think we are<br \/>\nWell, it never got us so far<br \/>\nNow you&#8217;ve got anything left to show?<br \/>\nNo, no I didn&#8217;t think so.<\/p>\n<p>Hey!<br \/>\nThe sooner we realize<br \/>\nWe cover ourselves with lies<br \/>\nBut underneath we&#8217;re not so tough<br \/>\nAnd love is not enough<\/p>\n<p>Love is not enough<br \/>\nHey!<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>Every Day Is Exactly The Same<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I believe I can see the future<br \/>\nBecause I repeat the same routine<br \/>\nI think I used to have a purpose<br \/>\nThen again, that might have been a dream<\/p>\n<p>I think I used to have a voice<br \/>\nNow I never make a sound<br \/>\nI just do what I&#8217;ve been told<br \/>\nI really don&#8217;t want them to come around<br \/>\nOh, no.<\/p>\n<p>Every day is exactly the same<br \/>\nEvery day is exactly the same<br \/>\nThere is no love here and there is no pain<br \/>\nEvery day is exactly the same<\/p>\n<p>I can feel their eyes are watching<br \/>\nIn case I lose myself again<br \/>\nSometimes I think I&#8217;m happy here<br \/>\nSometimes, yeah, I still pretend<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t remember how this got started<br \/>\nBut I can tell you exactly how it will end.<\/p>\n<p>Every day is exactly the same<br \/>\nEvery day is exactly the same<br \/>\nThere is no love here and there is no pain<br \/>\nEvery day is exactly the same<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m writing on a little piece of paper<br \/>\nI&#8217;m hoping someday you might find<br \/>\nWell, I&#8217;ll hide it behind something<br \/>\nThey won&#8217;t look behind<\/p>\n<p>I am still inside here<br \/>\nA little bit comes bleeding through<br \/>\nI wish this could have been any other way<br \/>\nBut I just don&#8217;t know, I don&#8217;t know,<br \/>\nWhat else I can do<\/p>\n<p>Every day is exactly the same<br \/>\nEvery day is exactly the same<br \/>\nThere is no love here and there is no pain<br \/>\nEvery day is exactly the same<\/p>\n<p>Every day is the same!<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>With Teeth<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>She comes along<br \/>\nShe gets inside<br \/>\nShe makes you better than anything you&#8217;ve tried<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s in her kiss<br \/>\nThe blackest sea<br \/>\nAnd it runs deeper than you<br \/>\nDare to dream it could be<\/p>\n<p>With teeth<\/p>\n<p>Wave goodbye<br \/>\nTo what you were<br \/>\nThe rules have changed<br \/>\nThe lines begin to blur<br \/>\nShe makes you hard<br \/>\nIt comes on strong<br \/>\nYou finally found<br \/>\nThe place where you belong<\/p>\n<p>I cannot go through this again<\/p>\n<p>She will not let you go<br \/>\nKeeps holding on<br \/>\nThis time, I&#8217;m not coming back<br \/>\nShe will not let you go<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>Only<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m becoming less defined as days go by<br \/>\nFading away<br \/>\nAnd well you might say<br \/>\nI&#8217;m losing focus<br \/>\nKinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I think I can see right through myself<br \/>\nSometimes I can see right through myself<\/p>\n<p>Less concerned about fitting into the world<br \/>\nYour world that is<br \/>\nCause it doesn&#8217;t really matter anymore<br \/>\n(no it doesn&#8217;t really matter anymore)<br \/>\nNo it doesn&#8217;t really matter anymore<br \/>\nNone of this really matters anymore<\/p>\n<p>Yes I am alone but then again I always was<br \/>\nAs far back as I can tell<br \/>\nI think maybe it&#8217;s because<br \/>\nBecause you were never really real to begin with<br \/>\nI just made you up to hurt myself<\/p>\n<p>I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah<br \/>\nAnd I just made you up to hurt myself<\/p>\n<p>And it worked.<br \/>\nYes it did!<\/p>\n<p>There is no you<br \/>\nThere is only me<br \/>\nThere is no you<br \/>\nThere is only me<br \/>\nThere is no fucking you<br \/>\nThere is only me<br \/>\nThere is no fucking you<br \/>\nThere is only me<\/p>\n<p>Only<\/p>\n<p>Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab<br \/>\nAnd I had this funny feeling like I just knew it&#8217;s something bad<br \/>\nI just couldn&#8217;t leave it alone, I kept picking at the scab<br \/>\nIt was a doorway trying to seal itself shut<br \/>\nBut I climbed through<\/p>\n<p>Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I know I really shouldn&#8217;t see<br \/>\nAnd now I know why, now, now, now I know why<br \/>\nThings aren&#8217;t as pretty<br \/>\nOn the inside<\/p>\n<p>Only<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>Getting Smaller<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Getting a little erratic here<br \/>\nAnd I don&#8217;t know who to trust<br \/>\nI guess they got a way of reading my mind<br \/>\nI guess I got to adjust<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve got my arms that flip flop flip flop flip<br \/>\nI got my head on spring<br \/>\nWell I thought I got you on my side<br \/>\nI haven&#8217;t got fucking anything<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m just a face in the crowd<br \/>\nNothing to worry about<br \/>\nNot even trying to stand out<br \/>\nI&#8217;m getting smaller and smaller and smaller<br \/>\nAnd I got nothing to say<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s all been taken away<br \/>\nI just behave and obey<br \/>\nI&#8217;m afraid I am starting to fade away<\/p>\n<p>Uh huh<br \/>\nI kind of see through the cracks when I press up on the wall<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not looking to stand up real high, I&#8217;d be happy to crawl<br \/>\nI think I&#8217;m losing my grip, but I can still make a fist<br \/>\nYou know I still got my one good arm that I can beat&#8230;<br \/>\nI can beat myself up<\/p>\n<p>Hey, and for what it was worth<br \/>\nI really used to believe<br \/>\nThat maybe there&#8217;s some great thing<br \/>\nThat we could achieve<br \/>\nAnd now I can&#8217;t tell the difference<br \/>\nOr know what to feel<br \/>\nBetween what I&#8217;ve been trying so hard to see<br \/>\nAnd what appears to be real<\/p>\n<p>Fading away<\/p>\n<p>My world is getting smaller everyday<br \/>\nHey hey hey hey, and that&#8217;s okay<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>Sunspots<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes<br \/>\nSometimes I forget I&#8217;m alive<br \/>\nI feel it coming and I&#8217;ve got to get out of its way<br \/>\nI hear it calling and I come cause I can&#8217;t disobey<br \/>\nI should not listen and I shouldn&#8217;t believe<br \/>\nBut I do<br \/>\nYes I do<\/p>\n<p>She turns me on<br \/>\nShe makes me real<br \/>\nI have to apologize<br \/>\nFor the way I feel<\/p>\n<p>My life, it seems has taken a turn<br \/>\nWhy in the name of god would I ever want to return?<br \/>\nPeel off our skin we&#8217;re gonna burn what we were to the ground<br \/>\nFuck in the fire and we&#8217;ll spread all the ashes around<br \/>\nI wanna kill away the rest of what&#8217;s left and I do<br \/>\nYes I do<\/p>\n<p>And nothing can stop me now<br \/>\nThere is nothing to fear<br \/>\nAnd everything I&#8217;d ever want<br \/>\nIs inside of here<\/p>\n<p>Ooh, I want, I want, I want, I want inside of here<\/p>\n<p>Now I just stare into the sun<br \/>\nAnd I see everything I&#8217;ve done<br \/>\nI think I could have been someone<br \/>\nBut I can&#8217;t stop what has begun<br \/>\nWhen everything is said and done<br \/>\nAnd there is no place left to run<br \/>\nI think I used to be someone<br \/>\nNow I just stare into the sun<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>The Line Begins To Blur<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>There are things that I said I would never do<br \/>\nThere are fears that I cannot believe have come true<br \/>\nFor my soul is too sick and too little and too late<br \/>\nAnd my self I have grown to weary to hate<\/p>\n<p>The more I stay in here<br \/>\nThe more it&#8217;s not so clear<br \/>\nThe more I stay in here<br \/>\nThe more I disappear<br \/>\nAs far as I have gone<br \/>\nI knew what side I&#8217;m on<br \/>\nBut now I&#8217;m not so sure<br \/>\nThe line begins to blur<\/p>\n<p>Is there somebody on top of me?<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know I don&#8217;t know<br \/>\nIsn&#8217;t anybody stopping me?<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know I don&#8217;t know<br \/>\nWell I&#8217;m trying to hold my breath<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know I don&#8217;t know<br \/>\nJust how far down can I go?<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know I don&#8217;t know I don&#8217;t know<\/p>\n<p>As I lie here and stare<br \/>\nThe fabric starts to tear<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s far beyond repair<br \/>\nAnd I don&#8217;t really care<br \/>\nAs far as I have gone<br \/>\nI knew what side I&#8217;m on<br \/>\nBut now I&#8217;m not so sure<br \/>\nThe line begins to blur<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>Beside You In Time<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I am all alone this time around<br \/>\nSometimes on the side I hear a sound<br \/>\nPlaces parallel I know it&#8217;s you<br \/>\nFeel the little pieces bleeding through<\/p>\n<p>And on (And on)<br \/>\nThis goes on (And on)<br \/>\nAnd on (And on)<br \/>\nThis goes on (And on)<br \/>\nAnd on (And on)<br \/>\nAnd on<\/p>\n<p>Now that I&#8217;ve decided not to stay<br \/>\nI can feel me start to fade away<br \/>\nEverything is back where it belongs<br \/>\nI will be beside you before long<\/p>\n<p>Oooh we will never die<br \/>\nOooh Beside you in time<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>Right Where It Belongs<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>See the animal in his cage that you built<br \/>\nAre you sure what side you&#8217;re on?<br \/>\nBetter not look him too closely in the eye<br \/>\nAre you sure what side of the glass you are on?<br \/>\nSee the safety of the life you have built<br \/>\nEverything where it belongs<br \/>\nFeel the hollowness inside of your heart<br \/>\nAnd it&#8217;s all<br \/>\nRight where it belongs<\/p>\n<p>What if everything around you<br \/>\nIsn&#8217;t quite as it seems?<br \/>\nWhat if all the world you think you know<br \/>\nIs an elaborate dream?<br \/>\nAnd if you look at your reflection<br \/>\nIs it all you want it to be?<br \/>\nWhat if you could look right through the cracks?<br \/>\nWould you find yourself<br \/>\nFind yourself afraid to see?<\/p>\n<p>What if all the worlds inside of your head<br \/>\nJust creations of your own?<br \/>\nYour devils and your gods<br \/>\nAll the living and the dead<br \/>\nAnd you&#8217;re really all alone?<br \/>\nYou can live in this illusion<br \/>\nYou can choose to believe<br \/>\nYou keep looking but you can&#8217;t find the woods<br \/>\nWhile you&#8217;re hiding in the trees<\/p>\n<p>What if everything around you<br \/>\nIsn&#8217;t quite as it seems?<br \/>\nWhat if all the world you used to know<br \/>\nIs an elaborate dream?<br \/>\nAnd if you look at your reflection<br \/>\nIs it all you want it to be?<br \/>\nWhat if you could look right through the cracks<br \/>\nWould you find yourself<br \/>\nFind yourself afraid to see?<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;<br \/>\n<strong>Home<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Everything<br \/>\nIs catching up with me<br \/>\nI awake<br \/>\nTo find i&#8217;m not at all where I<br \/>\nShould be<br \/>\nAnd it feels<br \/>\nI&#8217;m getting to the end<br \/>\nAnd it&#8217;s hard<br \/>\nTo figure out what&#8217;s real<br \/>\nAnd what&#8217;s<br \/>\nPretend<\/p>\n<p>To break from what<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re tied to<br \/>\nGod knows<br \/>\nHow much i&#8217;ve tried to<\/p>\n<p>And I am still inside you<br \/>\nAnd I am still inside you<\/p>\n<p>I escape<br \/>\nEvery now and then<br \/>\nAnd to think<br \/>\nI find myself<br \/>\nBack here again<br \/>\nAnd again<\/p>\n<p>I used to know who I was<br \/>\nUntill you came along<br \/>\nI return<br \/>\nTo the only place<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve ever felt<br \/>\nThat I belong<\/p>\n<p>To break from what<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re tied to<br \/>\nGod knows<br \/>\nHow much i&#8217;ve tried to<\/p>\n<p>And I am still inside you<br \/>\nAnd I am still inside you<\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s not the most popular of his albums, but lately I&#8217;m finding that I enjoy it the best of the bunch. Though, uh. Taking a closer look at the lyrics&#8230; well, it&#8217;s interesting that this would be the case. 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